Do I have and anxiety disorder?

Wow. I have had all that and yes I think you do suffer from some form of anxiety. It does worsen and I have been in the same boat as you. I dont want my parents to know and I dont even want my GP to but im asking to go see a therapist or psychologist because I have a 'phobia' to get over and have a few questions, thats what ive said. Hasnt happened yet the appointment is this week but anyway back to you, yeah i know exactly how you feel and if its worsening you need to do something about it before it becomes too much and there may not even be a way back. There is a way to fix it now of course but these things you cant let fester for ever. Trust me I know its embarresing but sometimes youve just got to push past that and think ''No. The Dr is there to help me, theyve seen idiots before and theyve seen intelligent people with actual problems, i want to help myself and there isnt anything wrong in that''. It would be great if you could find the courage to do that, ive been searching online for months and really it isnt a free world, there isnt a great deal of help on here and anyway its best to talk to someone face to face. If its effecting your life in a negative way its best to sort it now so you can get a load of your shoulders, be on the road to recovery and live a great, stress free life. Please try and do it :) For me? Im 16 and really very stubborn but ive forced myself to do it so im sure you can too! Hope it goes well :) All the best!